May 2012
2 posts
“孤单在思绪之中变得很漫长”
May 7th
i've got a raspberry pen
there’s so many things i desire and regret. having installments and bills and credits makes it difficult to pack my bags and go. i need to find a way to get rid of liabilities, sit down, take some paper and raspberry pen and start writing a book on nothingness. or maybe, i could bring these pieces of paper with me as i swim across the continents. maybe someday i’ll stop living...
May 6th
April 2012
1 post
i refuse to believe that life is terrible, cold, hard and one that is weighed of hatred and disgust. it’s never easy and we often have to make choices and deal with consequences. but no matter how hard it gets at home and no matter how this place feels nothing but a sleeping hut, i will let grace triumph and move on with it. i will sit by the tree and be patient about good arriving. life is...
Apr 7th
March 2012
10 posts
september 4th, 2011
I got up this morning and I cried. I cried with all my might out , all my soul, my insides. I cried because I thought after meeting someone new, things will finally turn out right. But no, things continue to go downhill like a double whammy. My heart cannot feel, it feels no passion nor love, it aches and its folded with its sides sticking out. I need to get out of this state of mulling. There...
Mar 25th
Mar 25th
i’ll wrap my legs over yours and in return would you carry my heart in your hand? 
Mar 25th
Mar 21st
sometimes i like to hide behind my words. or a stringed instrument.  sometimes all i really want to do is to hide. 
Mar 19th
the best has yet to come. i just know it. 
Mar 8th
Mar 1st
a few months back a friend gave me an anatomical heart and have me to keep it in a jar. i told her i was not ready to love , i was afraid , hesitant, weary and guilty. hence she said to put it away and take it out to use it again when i’m ready. everything in the jar was safe. i didnt need to care, didnt need to feel, didnt need to express any concern for anyone. even if i did it wouldnt be...
Mar 1st
February 2012
5 posts
sometimes;
sometimes the love you want you never get and when you get love   you go to sleep in emptiness.  you question, you make choices, you resonate with the Gods then you awake in realm. you go back to sleep   and dream. and yearn for love, to carry it when we sleep, when we awake,  in our hands, between our toes. it works like a spell;  it spins, it aches, it bleeds, it craves  sometimes...
Feb 29th
Feb 29th
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Feb 23rd
it feels like i’m giving life a shot again. it’s scary, tricky yet there’s something alluring about it. sometimes it could be an event that make us want to fight, to retaliate, to prove . sometimes it could be meeting a love you never had that makes you want to fight even more. love is strange like that. so is life. they’re both strange elements of time. 
Feb 19th
1 note
breakfast for two
it’s been while since i stepped into a familiar space trying to create a humble snack for someone else. like this snack, it has nothing but familiar and easy ingredients. nothing too complicated nor perplex. only goodness and a satisfying tummy. they say honey is magical and i would like to preserve that thought. 
Feb 19th
dearest warrior;
thank you for finding me. but i think you need to spend some time alone before things get bigger and better for the both of us. 
Feb 7th
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October 2011
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Oct 2nd
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September 2011
10 posts
random thoughts
we’re just ordinary people, we dont know which way to go 
Sep 25th
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Sep 18th
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Sep 18th
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Sep 12th
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Sep 12th
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Sep 4th
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Sep 4th
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Sep 4th
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Sep 4th
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August 2011
1 post
5 tags
Aug 24th
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June 2011
6 posts
Jun 18th
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“Why bother trying? What was the point? So I could go to some suck-ass college,...”
– Twisted, Laurie Halse Anderson (via eletheowl)
Jun 18th
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May 2011
1 post
“I can’t believe I just gave up. I just let you drop out of my life. I tried to...”
– (via eletheowl)
May 18th
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April 2011
1 post
“And when at last you find someone to whom you feel you can pour out your soul,...”
– Sylvia Plath. (via scatterhearted)
Apr 18th
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March 2011
10 posts
Mar 28th
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Mar 28th
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Mar 28th
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“When I dream of a world without violence against women, I see four women walking...”
– Thea Hillman in a piece she wrote for the Vagina Monologues via Intersex (For Lack of a Better Word) - The F-Word (via xxboy)
Mar 28th
40 notes
1 tag
Mar 28th
love
readmysoul: To love is to know, to love is to hope, to love is to share, to love is to give. love has this silence mystery that no one can give a precise definition to it. to love is to feel, to love is to hold, to love is between any two souls, to love is to pine
Mar 28th
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Mar 19th
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January 2011
1 post
“So, yes, of course I feel nostalgic, even if I am longing for a time which never...”
– Nick Hornby, Fever Pitch (via distantheartbeats)
Jan 25th
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December 2010
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Dec 19th
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